Yeah!

I just shopped at The Body Shop. Got the eyeliner and mascara duo from their new collection, eye blending brush, make up remover and cleansing wipes. They have the greatest discounts, I swear! So amazing, I want to shop! Christmas!!

Anyway, first day of work at Kipling was alright. Today is more of an orientation than work. Chin Boon showed me the storeroom, the toilets, the staff entrance and lifts and all that. He was very nice (: Made 2 new friends, they’re also awaiting for their O levels results. Gosh, how terrifying can it get. We were talking about O levels, again.

Tomorrow morning will be my next day at work, and I can’t wait! Chin Boon will be working with me again, yay! I’ll be there till 3pm at Scotts Isetan, so do come down if you want to stalk me. HAHA.

I miss dear. Haven’t seen him for 3 days already. Boohoo.

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No,

I shouldn’t even get so affected. What’s wrong?

Look after my heart – I’ve left it with you.

It’s all different, and I’m loving life. I’m so grateful for You and you. Thanks (:

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I’m so boring. Haha. I love being at home. And I need a job pronto. I just don’t want that banquet one anymore. It’s crazy and I don’t know why Jeanie likes it. Lol.

The world

does not revolve around you (guys). Please wake up.

I seriously think my body clock is just messed up. I slept until 3 (pm not am) today and I totally feel like I’m experiencing hangover (again).

Haha, I’m craving for the soup Aishah and Aqilah made yesterday! Thought of it makes my mouth water already.

And yes, I think I caught the ‘homie disease’ from Alim. LOL. I love being at home now.

It’s going to rain, I don’t feel like going out.

I think I’m random.

And this is annoying because I don’t type like this.

Wahahahaha.

Bye!

Bona fide

Life has never been so wonderful and it is so because of you.

1 Dec: Look at Jeanie’s blog for first day of job. Overall? It’s damn scary and crazy. I like the people there but the work is just utmost disgusting.

2 Dec: Looked for dearest. He’s so awesome. ♥

3 Dec: Happy birthday Flavian!

All in all, life has been great and I mean it. Even if I have gotten pissed, been dysphoric, torn, wrecked, I still am able to live life well and with a purpose. God gave me happiness and the strength to move on. Dearest is the other element that perfected my life. I’m living my life by God’s grace and I’m lovin’ it. (McDonalds much?)

It has been long since I last touched my books. I know it’s crazy to even have thoughts on revising my stuff again. So no, I am not going to do so. But looking back at my secondary school life, I have been through fluctuations in these mere 4 years of my life and I believe they have all brought me to greater heights. Thankful for everything and everyone who have stepped into my life. These have changed and impacted my life one way or another.

I have never given up on love even through countless heartbreaks and being lovelorn. I know that God made Eve for Adam, just like how He made me for my soulmate. God is faithful and true, thank Him for dearest.

I love God, people and life.

Smile

You’re better then the best
I’m lucky just to linger in your light
Cooler then the flip side of my pillow, that’s right
Completely unaware
Nothing can compare to where you send me,
Lets me know that it’s ok, yeah it’s ok
And the moments where my good times start to fade

You make me smile like the sun
Fall out of bed, sing like bird
Dizzy in my head, spin like a record
Crazy on a Sunday night
You make me dance like a fool
Forget how to breathe
Shine like gold, buzz like a bee
Just the thought of you can drive me wild
Ohh, you make me smile

Even when you’re gone
Somehow you come along
Just like a flower poking through the sidewalk crack and just like that
You steal away the rain and just like that

You make me smile like the sun
Fall out of bed, sing like bird
Dizzy in my head, spin like a record
Crazy on a Sunday night
You make me dance like a fool
Forget how to breathe
Shine like gold, buzz like a bee
Just the thought of you can drive me wild
Ohh, you make me smile

Don’t know how I lived without you
Cause every time that I get around you
I see the best of me inside your eyes
You make me smile
You make me dance like a fool
Forget how to breathe
Shine like gold, buzz like a bee
Just the thought of you can drive me wild

You make me smile like the sun
Fall out of bed, sing like bird
Dizzy in my head, spin like a record
Crazy on a Sunday night
You make me dance like a fool
Forget how to breathe
Shine like gold, buzz like a bee
Just the thought of you can drive me wild
Ohh, you make me smile

Prayer

I got my awesome shu uemura eyeliner WHOOOOOOOOO. It’s frigging hot pink and limited edition and you are jealous. (:

I shall be humble now.

Daddy, I am sad. Why are so many people sick around me? Why are so many people hurt around me? Why are so many people miserable around me? Daddy, like John 3:16, I want to love everyone like how You died on the cross for our sins more than 2000 years ago. Daddy, I’ll give up everything to make everyone happy and well. Will you take my happiness away in exchange for healing and happiness for them?

Daddy, You tell me to be happy and not to always put others before myself. You made me and You want me happy too. But Daddy, You did that. You put Yourself before everyone and You died on the cross for us, for me. I love You Daddy, please guide me.

You know, I need no happiness in my life. I just want everyone else to be happy and well. What can I do? What am I doing wrong?

Daddy, please help me.

Your daughter.

 

Rant!

Okay, a rant post because I’m feeling bitchy.

• My feet hurts like crazy because I thought I was cool to wear super high heels to town today. Good for me.
• I need to buy another pencil eyeliner because current one is almost used to death. Next one is the 3rd same pencil I’ve bought!
• I want to cut my hair again because I am sick and tired of seeing people having short hair like me. I’m gonna be damn different and cut it damn short!
• Ice blast is OOS islandwide!
• I want to get a lot of stuff and most of them are make up. I’m a make up freak now.
• I miss Alim!
• I am FAT. (If you keep saying it, you will be. SHUT UP NICOLE)
• I am dying without you.

But, I’m also happy because..

• I had awesome day with Nicholas Tan today!
• Some funny scenes in town.
• I was tall!
• Christmas is comingggggggggggg.
• I restocked my falsies.
• Gonna get Shu Uemura eyeliners tomorrow!
• Town with Wanting and Cherie tomorrow.
• Meeting Melisa and Marcus on Thurs

Okay, I love life. Life has problems. But I have faith.

Life is wonderful, with you. I love you.