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I thought it was the peak of our love, where mine was at it’s maximum. But I realised there is not measure in love because each time I see you, I fall deeper and deeper. I know there is no end.

I am going to blog differently today, because Ruimin complained.

Yesterday, I woke up in the morning (feeling like P iddy) and met Alim. Headed to Jurong East for fun. Train ride there was so funny. Walked in IMM and had jiao jiao, ong lai (and friends came after that). HAHA. Then took bus 143 to Orchard, and had McDonald’s, that’s our “and friends.” He sent me to work, and went home, and I almost died of boredom until 10.30pm when I ended work.

Today, I am going to work. I am going to die of boredom (again) until 10.30pm. Lucky Cai Zhen and I can entertain each other. And I’m going shopping because my pay is here YAY. And today I will miss my boyfrd like how I do every single day. Bye!

I AM GOING LITERALLY CRAZY. Shoot me now please.

It’s so frustrating because I didnt know one day without contact can literally push me to my grave. I don’t know how are you, where you are, if you are feeling better from the aches. I don’t know where are you!

AHHHHHHHHHHHHH

Replay



Yes, when you called me just few minutes ago, my heart skipped a beat. It has been 5 months yet this still happens, haha.

I am so bored

Hello world. I am bored, so I will blog about, nothing. Byebye. I hope Alim will not ache so much and I really really really hope after his aches it will increase ________ lol!

(via blogsecret)

14697.) i still get butterflies when he i call his phone and wait for him to answer

yeah I still do haha!

I am bored, I told you.

Happy day

Woke up @ 7.30am > Alim was late, haha! > McDonalds for breakfast > ECP > Cycled and Alim bladed > Home (his place, my house too!) > Look @ him have his lunch > Napped with Alim > Home.

Cannot ask for more since whatever I want, because you’re in my possession already (: I was perspiring like some pig but it felt great. ECP was super empty, I was surprised! Loved the sun, the breeze. I had to stare at you each time you blade beside me because I was so afraid you were going to fall. Loved the nap, you said you kissed me 600 times wow. I love everything today heh heh.

On another note, I don’t hate anyone now. It’s ridiculous that there’s an awkward tension amongst us, and I honestly do not like that. I love you as a friend and never once did hurt you. You made an impact in my life and I can never bear to hate you, ever.

My life is awesome.

I’ll give up all I have just to breathe the same air as you till the day that I die, I can’t take my eyes off you.

Every time I think of you, I get a shot right through into a bolt of blue.

Your skin and bones turn into something beautiful. You know for you I’d bleed myself dry.

I’m staying here ’cause thats what love’s about. I might let you down, but I won’t let you go.

I’m lost in your eyes, you make me crazier.

And through timeless words and priceless pictures, we’ll fly like birds not of this earth.

I miss everything.

together

I’ll want us to have faith and if we’re meant to be, we’ll stick with each other through thick and thin. I’ll run back to you if I find myself straying, and I hope you’ll do the same. I’ll walk anywhere with you, we can go nowhere but I just need to be with you. I have my doubts too, but let’s be strong. I can’t wait to spend the rest of my life with you.

Love is not a victory march.

It’s a cold and it’s a broken Hallelujah.

You can only understand love when you understand the love of God as all love begins with our Heavenly Father.

Bloodshot

Unbreak my heart, say you love me again. Undo this hurt.

You caused.

The greatest pain I’ll ever know,

the greatest sadness that’ll ever sow

is one when I see your heart get towed.

The brokeness,

the recklessness,

the love that speaks so deep yet runs so shallow.

I forbid your heart to turn mellow,

for mine in return speaks of love.

You never know how silence can be so deafening,

when it gets from loud to thundering.

You are the one who I’ll ever see,

so come on boy, just please, trust me.

When I say please just follow my way,

that it goes all well at the end of the day.

To err is human, to cry is too, fine,

but to acknowledge defeat is not divine.

I said I’ll never ever leave. You know it tears and rips my heart inside out.

Like what Ivan said during GS bible study, he’d rather find his one and only then to ‘experiment’ by getting girls and learning through experiences. He’d rather he keeps the best of him for that very special someone and I like that.

Nowadays, it’s more surprising to find people staying a virgin than them losing it already. Of course, it’s their own choice. But I sometimes do see it as a pity.

Work tomorrow > Pastor’s dad wake at Mt Vernon > Home. And so is posting results in the morning. I can’t wait Hope Alim sees the message and calls me right away! Hope we’ll be in the same school hee hee.